Randomness | personal

1. I'm exhausted.
2. Physically & emotionally.
3. I have several friends who are severely ill, or who's dad's are.
4. One friend's daddy passed away yesterday.
5. Another one's daddy has been in ICU for a week.
6. Another friend's daddy's cancer is in his bones now.
7. I don't handle this stuff well.
8. My heart breaks for my friends.
9. I become almost physically ill due to the sadness.
10. I forgot my momma's birthday on Wednesday.
11. I beat myself up about it for hours Thursday morning.
12. I even cried like a baby.
13. A friend text-whipped me into shape.
14. Thanks friend!
15. We still don't have our boy.
16. That makes me sad...
17. BUT!!!!!
18. My brother came to visit me!  :)
19. I have proof:

20. I hadn't seen them in a year.

21. It was a GREAT visit!  :)

22. And I'm flying out next week to see my mom.

23. By MYSELF!

24. So there is HAPPINESS all around me!

25. I've just had a hard time seeing it lately.

26. And God has known this.

27. So He gave me a breathtaking gift last night.

28. I have proof:

29. It was plopped right outside my back yard.

30. Thanks God!  :)